Worried about nada

Today I've played the violin on and off all day.  I took breaks between songs.  I had been worried about nothing.  Even with the changes in notes, I did well.  Not perfectly, but that's what practicing is for.  I'm not a failure, I'm learning.  You can't fail if you continue to learn.  You can only move forward.

I really want to play the violin as a career.  I want to be a professional.  I want to do well.  Practice makes perfect.  I can get the notes right if I just practice.  

I'm sure that by February/March 2021 I'll be ready to street perform.  Eventually I'll feel comfortable enough to try out of the symphony as well.